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Andre Dubus

HOUSE OF SAND AND FOG

ALSO BY ANDRE DUBUS III

The Cagekeeper and Other Stories

Bluesman

HOUSE OF SAND AND FOG ANDRE DUBUS III

W. W. NORTON & COMPANY | NEW YORK LONDON

First Edition

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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

Dubus, Andre, 1959–

House of sand and fog / Andre Dubus III.

p. cm.

ISBN-13: 978-0-393-07035-4

ISBN-10: 0-393-07035-2

I. Title.

PS3554.U265H68 1999

813'.54—dc21                           98-35255

                                         CIP

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For my brother, Jeb, and for my four sisters,

Suzanne, Nicole, Cadence, and Madeleine

Beyond myself

somewhere

I wait for my arrival

—From “The Balcony” by Octavio Paz

 

I am grateful to Capt. John Wells of the San Mateo County Sheriff’s Department for all of his generous technical advice. I am indebted to my old friend Kourosh Zomorodian, who for two years was my Farsi teacher over Friday night pitchers of Lone Star Beer in Austin, Texas. With gratitude, as well, to Ali Farahsat for relieving me of some of my ignorance of Persian culture. Thanks also to my agent, Philip Spitzer, for his faith and determination.

Finally, I am deeply grateful to my diligent and gifted editor, Alane Salierno Mason.

HOUSE OF SAND AND FOG

Contents

PART I

PART II

PART I

 

T HE FAT ONE, THE RADISH TOREZ, HE CALLS ME CAMEL BECAUSE I AMPersian and because I can bear this August sun longer than the Chinese and the Panamanians and even the little Vietnamese Tran. He works very quickly without rest, but when Torez stops the orange highway truck in front of the crew, Tran hurries for his paper cup of water with the rest of them. This heat is no good for work. All morning we have walked this highway between Sausalito and the Golden Gate Park. We carry our small trash harpoons and we drag our burlap bags and we are dressed in vests the same color as the highway truck. Some of the Panamanians remove their shirts and leave them hanging from their back pockets like oil rags, but Torez says something to them in their mother language and he makes them wear the vests over their bare backs. We are upon a small hill. Between the trees I can see out over Sausalito to the bay where there are clouds so thick I cannot see the other side where I live with my family in Berkeley, my wife and son. But here there is no fog, only sun on your head and back, and the smell of everything under the nose: the dry grass and dirt; the cigarette smoke of the Chinese; the hot metal and exhaust of the passing automobiles. I am sweating under my shirt and vest. I have fifty-six years and no hair. I must buy a hat.