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My wrath is stronger than the will, The wrath is only what I feel And I will tear those apart Who dare mock my bleeding heart ! Move off my way, you jackal’s sons ! I'll smash your faces, laughing ones And I will teach you how to play With love and heart, with dream and pray ! You'll dare not to say it so Or soon you shall be ones in row, Or soon you'll play your final part And rest in peace in the graveyard ! I will bury those ones in tombs, Who dare be those dumbest lambs And will continue to persist In making this all-tortures feast ! My wrath is stronger than you all ! I may go down, I may fall, But I shall see you've paid your price With own pain without size ! I am no victim and no serf And for the kindness I won't starve, I will bury it from you all, You jackals soon will pay your toll ! The wrath, my wrath, it does descend, It is so hot ... like desert sand, And it's the desert in myself … I'm long too thirsty and do starve. But I won't drink my own tears, I'll throw away those fucked fears, I may be mad, I may be ill ... Move off my way - for I will kill !

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There were many, and were few, And each of them was somewhat new, Yet each was but another mew … So soon away I always flew. And I can't help but to forget How meeting each I was so glad, And how I then buried my hope... This endless quest will never stop. I was afraid to be alone, But long ago those fears gone. You know the bright sight of the thing? This search for you gave me one wing. Is that enough for endless fly Up to the heaven, up for sky, Or will I have to find that one That will be second wing to sun? Another one, another one ... Such cruel joke...that ain't fun ! Reborn each time, reborn and mope ! Oh god, will this quest ever stop ?! The wing has melted, feathers lost, I am no one, I am but ghost, Who thought of love as of life's mother And who for it is yet another. There were many, but so few, To be alone just isn't new, I thought of each as someone other... But each of them is yet another.