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Тимонг Лайтбрингер

Я не пастух, я не лакей

I am a light in the darkest night, I am a stone on the road that is right, I am a mead in a sorrow's potion, I am but a tear in a life’s ocean. I am not one to follow, I am not one to blame, And my pass won't be sorrowed, Thus I don't feel ashamed. I am not of the chosen, I am not of the right - I am just but a mortal Who is simply not blind. And I don't see the future, And I can't alter souls, I am but a life's teacher Who has no selfish goals. And as long as I'm here Standing fast, holding ground, You may not have the fear For new life is around. All to see you are happy Lightened ones, helping others, So one day in the long last I can call you “my brothers”.

Человек Многих Имен

I don't know why I feel I am Once lived through all of this - and then I have forgotten who I was, Who were my friends, who were my foes, How I was called, and how I died ... This feeling does constantly bite, But still my memory is mist ... It's like I start with empty list. And yet some sparks of former life Feel very old the time I dive Into reflection of myself - And this makes squeeze my soul nerve. I feel I once had many names ... Are these but dreams, just madness games ? I might have gone completely mad, But these feelings long have bred. I worn them all, they were like clothes For man with many names I was And many faces I once had ... I am, no doubt, truly mad. How one can live the endless life And pass through death ... and still survive ? And still in times remember that Another own name he had ? They are all mine, I once were them, All these persons in the pram, Like were-man I always shift ... Is it a curse, is it a gift ? Is there is one beyond them all That is my only truly goal, The one, who never had the name, The Nameless One ... are we the same ? I will remember once them all For this is only worthy goal ... The time will come, I'll pass through flames To be the Man Of Many Names.