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David Foster Wallace
‘Except I don’t ever remember you explaining why a sociology teacher weaving his way from his fourth bar to his fifth bar is important enough for four guys from some you-never-mentioned-what kind of conspiracy to be pulling this real complex surveillance thing.’
‘…’
‘Except I was interrupting your point you were sharing, I know, and I’m sorry.’
‘Your basic decency is why you’re whom I bring my thoughts to, Don. You know that.’
‘That makes me feel good Day man.’
‘I mean to whom else might I speak? The girl who takes her eye out and fondles it? Poor Ewell with his obsessive tattoo charts?
‘It makes me feel good you think I’m decent to talk to. That’s supposed to be why I’m here. I sure needed to talk, at the start. Can you remember where you were headed before I broke i — interrupted?’
‘Something this broken Ivy Leaguer said, some AA sally. He said that only one newcomer in a million actually trudges into an Alcoholics Anonymous Closed Meeting and in fact doesn’t belong there.’
‘Meaning doesn’t turn out to have the Disease you mean.’
‘Yes. And that he said that quote if
‘But you were, like, unsmiling at it.’
‘And everyone labels as Denial or ingratitude what’s actually
‘You’re talking about AA.’
‘To want very much to believe in it, and to try, and then to your
Tm going to need to ask you to try and say that again in words I can follow, Geoffrey, if you want me to be right there alongside with you. And I’m sorry if that seems descending.’
‘Don, I am sincere when I say I’m
‘I’m with you on that one now, brother.’
‘Tonight’s example of the one-in-a-million, say. Don, let me ask you, Don. In all earnest. Why shouldn’t every human being in the world be in AA?’
‘Now I’m not with you anymore again, Geoffrey.’
‘Don, why doesn’t every featherless biped on earth qualify for AA? By AA’s reasoning, why isn’t everyone everywhere an alcoholic?’